"It all revolves around superstition," Bonebright said in a press release. "In the case of Friday the 13th, people have been told it will be a bad day, so they selectively remember all the bad events that occur throughout the day."

--- Extracted from: Friday the 13th Should you stay in bed all day? By Jon Bowen (1999) [read da full article]

yup yupx.. agree w it totally.. bt den u haf sth to blame.. isnt it gd @ times? [btw diz entry will b long i tink.. haf quite a no of tings to sae... =P] to pple [lyk mi] hu hardly blames others [*ahem i noe i do.. lolx.. bt den b bhb a bit wont die rite?].. it is gd if @ times i can relax n wen ani bad cums.. i can juz sae.. coz it's a black friday.. da feelin is gd.. hahax.. =P bt den 2dae is quite a bad day really.. bcoz..

1. i was almost late.. woke up @ 6.45 wen i m supposed to leave hse @ 6.45.. lolx.. so i nearly freak out.. xpecially aft da tok durin assembly abt latecumin.. -.- slpt accidentally n din put alarm clock... shld b glad dat i woke up @ 6.45.. i juz noe i m goin to b late.. so i actually jerk awake.. -.-
2. i wore da wrong shoes.. i wore my usual pair bt is wrong coz i wore converse shoes! how m i supposed to run w it? >.< bt i still run lahx... so it hurts.. -.-
3. i saw a nike bag dat i lyk.. which cost $70+.. mayb a small sum to u.. bt it is huge for mi.. so i m really deeply considering aft i spend so much on my mp3 already..

aniwae.. i haf gd tings too.. which r...
1. bot jess's bdae present!! found it! =)
2. pass napfa!! =)
3. __________________ fill in da blanks urself.. =P

so izzit gd or nt? up to u guys bt i lurve da no 13~ coz my first reg no is 13.. den 12.. den 19..den 18... lolx.. alwaes lyk dat de.. oh yarhx! in po4 my reg no is 4.. so i kinda lyk 4 now.. =P my jie treats 13 da friday as a lucky day.. =)

so back to my nike bag.. u tink i shld buy it? coz it costs $70+ n i m nt a huge fan of nike.. my fav brand is converse.. bt converse dun haf diz kinda bag i tink.. hahax.. =P aniwae da bag is dark silver w black NIKE in front.. v. big.. bt i lyk it.. coz i find my canvas one too small le.. =) so i m considering.. haix.. help mi.. lolx.. =P i m goin to haf ang bao money soon.. so i really shld b can buy it.. bt den da problem is shld i? or nt? hmm...

is brandin dat impt? i tinkin i m v. into brandin now.. guess dat's jc life? lolx.. u go for brands.. nth bt brand.. shoes muz haf brand... mp3 muz haf brand.. wallets muz haf brand... even pencil cases can haf brandin oso.. -.- n bags.. wen now u can bring handbag to sch n such... for now my brands r:
wallet: b.u.m
shoes: converse
pencil case: ermx.. disney? haha`
bag: ink
mp3: neeon

hmm.. nt dat kind of woah.. coz if i bot anitin lyk dat.. i surely kana scoldin de.. surprised dat my jie din sae anitin wen i told her i may b buyin a nike bag which cost $70+.. guess she wan mi to make decisions on my own.. coz i m goin to b 18 soon.. she cant b foreva dere for mi to ask wat... soon i nid to tink my own future.. which only i can decide.. so i may juz get used of it.. haix.. =P bt i really wish dat she gave mi some suggestions.. bt i noe she will suggest mi nt to buy it coz it is really expensive.. bt den.. no matter wat it is up to mi.. if i bot it.. i cldnt buy...
1. jacket! i badly wan a jacket.. tho i dun wear it in sch.. =P
2. jeans! i oso wanted to buy jeans bt den i tinkin mayb i shld buy it aft As...
3. perfume! aft i finish my present one.. cant wait.. =)
4. wallet! tho 70+ cldnt buy mi a wallet.. lolx..
5. shoes! i wan a pair of sneakers n sport shoes.. lolx...

i wan so mani tings lahx.. bt i can gif up my shoes, wallet, jeans for it.. bt den jacket how? perfume.. i duno how long my perfume will last... i hope it lasts tho.. =) i quite enjoyin sprayin different perfumes everdyay... lolx.. =P

so i will b tinkin.. most prob i will buy it.. =)

den.. i was watchin [checkin for da eng name n realise it din state dere in i-weekly..] 身体密码.. da one 胡哥 host de.. tokin abt 忧郁症..

most pple hu get it r perfectionist + 输不起 + 逞强 + 爱面子 + 找不到窗口发泄... shld b all.. n of 5.. i gt 5.. used to get all 5... bt now.. ard 4.. hahax..

perfectionist: obviously i m one.. nt abt myself.. bt others oso.. nowadays will b more laid-back.. so my stress level wont b dat high.. or else i will break down everytime i haf proj to do.. -.-

输不起: i definitely 输不起 wen i was young.. i cldnt face lost.. bt aft so mani times of failing... i get to noe failing isnt dat bad... it is a learnin process.. bt i still hope i will win @ tings dat matter mi a lot..

逞强: diz one dun nid ask.. i everytin wan oneself do..

爱面子: dat is bcoz i 爱面子，dat's y i m 逞强... 因为就是不想输... 觉得面子很重要... 可以不做喜欢做的事... 只要面子还在就可以了...

找不到窗口发泄: pple hu noe mi shld noe bahx... i hardly sae abt my tings... tho now i tok more abt mi.. bt in da past nope.. i dun tok abt myself.. xpecially fr P5 to sec 4.. dat range life isnt dat gd.. bt den still alrite.. made a no. of gd frenz! =) aniwae... i dun even call pple.. coz i duno how to.. haix.. *pat myself* i will 加油 de... =)

so i was tinkin did i suffer fr depression bfore.. dat i was lyk yupx.. i did.. P4-P5.. @ a period of itme i cried everyday... n din wan to do anitin.. it is dat bad.. so as life goes on... i juz carry on being dat way.. din tok.. din wan to play.. den i start learnin fr comics i read.. fr anime i watched.. dat life can b hard.. bt den u can make it better..

dat's y i c no wrong watchin anime.. cult anime.. u still learn sth.. xpecialy war anime... alwaes learn abt how u shld treat ur life.. how u shld treat others.. n such.. tings dat u haf to tink abt it... i tink a lot.. foreva tinkin.. unless i m really focusin.. i can tink abt pple even durin major xams.. Os i itnk i really din tink.. cant rmb.. lolx.. bt @ times i juz cant concentrate coz i m tinkin abt sb... it is quite irritatin.. bt den u cant control ur mind.. lolx.. is ur mind dat controls u.. =P

now i thot of a movie.. act pple r controlling us.. we r juz lyk maple story or wat.. so dere r "pple" controlling us.. n da time is dey set for us.. as in once dey log off dat means it is end of da day n i go back slp.. depends lorx... u nv noe rite..=P

oh yarhx.. durin da show.. da person sae dat if u r suffering fr depression.. den ur plant dat u look aft will die quite ezly.. which reminds mi i killed 6 cactus in my secondary sch life.. i cldnt even grow cactus.. -.- now my mama is takin care of da sole survivor.. n it is growin well i tink...

back to some entertainment stuffs [lyk a no of serious stuffs @ da front..].. i-weekly had top 10 box office movies.. of all i watched 9!! i din catch madagascar only.. lolx.. no wonder it is box office movies.. =P coz i watched it.. n among all.. i catch 5 w my sisters.. n da 9 movies r [in order of preference instead of top box office..]
1. narnia. i lurve fantasy!!
2. constantine dark movie.. i lurve it oso.. xpecially wen it involves angels n demons...
3. harry potter dat one is w/o qn..
4. king kong tho i dun realy lyk it @ first.. bt den aft watchin it i lurve it..l =P
5. batman begins.. dere r pple hu hates it bt i find it nice.. =P
6. charlie n choc factory~ cute`
7. fantastic four.. super heroes~ din really rmb much of it.. bt den shld b quite okiex bahx..
8. war of da worlds.. a bit crappy.. some flaws here n dere.. bt den i lyk da ending..
9. star wars... da regular star wars movie.. lolx.. nt bad lahx.. bt din spend much time enjoyin it coz i nid toilet badly.. =P

dat's my order for now.. =P @ diz instant.. @ ltr time i wont noe..

i dunno if dere's anione worryin abt how m i now.. aniwae.. i m fine now~ feeling much better dan wen da sch juz started.. wen da stress level is too high.. bt now it's okiex... =) bt den still tryin to b back to normal... lolx.. i noe i m weird.. dun nid to repeat it..

bt wat i wan to b.. coz i was tokin w bea n chin abt wat we wan to b durin gp tut for a slight period of time only.. =P mi n chin thot dat study forensic is quite intersting.. so i ask my sis if i wan study it i muz go overseas n such.. so i was tinkin abt wat i wan to b.. [again..] so my options r...
1. hotel manager
2. forensic
3. marine life researcher
4. botanist
5. wedding planner
6. public relations officer
7. sth which involves arts [can b music or design..]

my sis sae dat dere is only one passion.. while da rest r interests [mostly r diz way lahx..] so which one is my passion? i lurve hotel management wen i watched 情订大饭店... den forensic is all thx to all da police tv shows n CSI xpecially.. marine life.. i alwaes lurve marine life tho i cant swim.. i lurve plants oso all thx to my mama... bt den i can kill a cactus.. so i dunno if i shld take anot.. i alwaes enjoy plannin.. whether it is weddin or ani event.. i wld enjoy plannin a weddin banquet.. hmm.. so it worth considering.. PRO.. i lyk it coz dere's no 9 to 5? or it does.. cldnt find much info abt PRO online.. so i may nid go ask ard.. will consider.. music is alwaes my lurve of my life.. i lurve music tho i m tone deaf.. bt i still enjoy listenin to it.. n i lyk to design tho my design sux.. so da last one most prob wont b in.. tho i really wan to learn music.. bt dat nid to wait utnil i haf enough money to learn.. -.-

so i m still considerin.. tho my ultimate i still wan open cafe.. or pub.. =) juz a place for pple to relax..

life is better now n will b better as da day goes on.. =)